Hi everyone. theres only two days left for me to spend time with my family, friends and beloved one. time flies so fast. i dont know how to express my feeling. half of me felt very happy because i can see my family. yeahhhh my sister is pregnant now yaww!  i hope that baby will come out and i'll be there. because until now, i felt very guilty because i cant attend to her/his mom wedding before due to pspm (final exam) and hey baby, please call me moksu instead of busu. i really want to hear someone call me like thatt wuwuwuwu ~.~ i also felt glad because i can celebrate my abah's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH! wehee :b

but the other half of me felt so sad. nope that much. but fucking sad. the saddest feeling ever. sobss. because during the semester break, i just laying on my bed, staying in my house, without doing anything! i had an incident that caused my right leg cant functional smoothly. i have to walk berdengkut when i want to go somewhere. i cant even help my mother doing the house work. i cant also go the beach as usual. i cant do my hobby and everything that i had planned before. and this is the worstt breakk everrrrrr in my life -________________-

i dont want go back to penang. i dont want to do all the tutorials, assignments and etc. im not ready at all. im not even have my break. this is so unfair.. i dont want go through the final.. i dont want to study.. someone please understand me.. i dont want.. :'(